5 little ducks went out to play...

I tried to have an optimistic weekend alone with the kids. We attempted the mall. (I know, that was a disaster waiting to happen.) And It was a lovely morning today and we got to walk a whole block to our church house. We always walk in a little chain holding hands. I usually hold my baby, then in one hand hold my other son's hand- who holds our daughters hand. It always reminds me of the '5 little ducks went out to play' song... Even more if Josh is around and I'm holding his hand. :)

Josh was too tired to go to church today. This is a huge challenge for me- I know church is where I need to be. I need to be there to take the sacrament and to be uplifted to make it through another week... But it is EXTREMELY hard for me to want to go alone to church with 3 small children. We did ok today, and just sat in the foyer on the couches. I told the kids that if they can show me they know how to behave, we can move into the chapel. I've tried bringing some snacks, but that turns into a battle of wanting just to eat the whole time. I am probably to blame for not preparing my children better. But I just don't know what to do to make it a better experience for us all. I love my babies, and I want the to know how important going to church is.

P.S. for any of you with cute little boys. Old Navy is having thier annual baby and kids sale right now. 40% off almost everything. I got my boys each a dress shirt and pants for $14.50 total per outfit- and they looked adorable today!

The great escape.

None of these are 'pro' pics, but there's a fun mode on my camera that filters out color except the one you want. Hopefully I'll learn how to use it better so I can get some cool pics! Me and Josh. We don't get many pics together. :)
The kisd loved the almost rotten leaves in my Sister's back yard. :S

We met these friends while delivering flowers on Valentines Day. Fun for those who live in Herriman! Back of the van full of lovely smelling flowers!

We have been applying for jobs like crazy! No luck yet though. We haven't lost hope- however Josh was having a downer day yesterday. So I got all of our swim suits, and we got in the car and drove to Lava Hot Springs. Yes, I am a bit nuts- but we got home just before midnight and had a really good time! I wish it wasn't such a long drive though. (Thanks for the idea Kira!)

I took my camera to get some pics, but yeah. It ended up in my locker the whole time. Oops!

On Valentines Day we sent the kids to Grandma and Grandpa's, and Josh and I delivered flowers all day! Literally. It was actually pretty fun, but after 49 deliveries we were done! I think it would be a fun Valentines tradition. Make a little money, rather then spend too much on each other.

I really don't have much to report today. I know I've been slacking in my blogging- so wanted to update. Hope each of you are well. Wish us luck with finding a new job. We need it!

Uncle Justin

This is Josh's brother Justin. I figured with Valentines day coming, it would be an appropriete time to mention some of the people that we love. Volleyball often monopolizes his life. This has been a blessing for us because it gets us out of the house to support him! We enjoy going to his tournaments- even if we don't get to pay attention to the game very often. ;) He is a great uncle to our children. And we know he'll always be there if we need anything. He often spoils Josh and I, by buying us a meal. And I am greatful that Josh has a brother that he is so close to- through the good and bad times. We love you Justin!! (Not that he reads this, but that's okay. )

Love is:

My kids were watching Charlotte's Web with my MIL tonight. Near the end we were talking about how very nice the spider was, with out looking away from the movie my daughter said," Just like a Mommy... " I felt a small bit of guilt for being grumpy with her earlier in the evening. Unconditional love is an amazing thing. I think I want to be a little more like my sweet children. I love you my big helper.

Tag, I'm it.

Tag I'm It!
What were you doing ten years ago? I believe 10 years ago I would have been a Junior in high school. I was probably working at Mac's Hobby and Craft, and attempting not to be too rebelious. I was in AP art, and really enjoyed it! And sadly I put work ahead of Soccer that year so I wasn't playing. I really didn't enjoy much of high school- so I am glad that I am not doing a redo of 10 years ago. :)

5 things on my to do list today:

1. Temple Date with Josh
2. Laundry(ha... what day isn't laundry day around here. ;)
3. Get 2 hours in with my Data Entry job.
4. Possibly watch American Idol tonight.
5. Blow bubbles with kids.

5 snacks I enjoy
1. Chocolate. (almost any variation)
2. Cashews
3. Cheeto's
4. Pretzels
5. Smoothies.

3 bad habits
1. Not playing with my children often enough
2. Not doing dishes until my sink is overflowing with them.
3. Not putting my shoes away- my shoes are always all over the house!

If I were suddenly a billionaire: I'd pay off all of our debts, buy a modest house for us, and one for my parents, and figure out investments so our money would work for us. Then we'd travel- A LOT! And only pay cash for things for the rest of our lives.


5 places I have lived:

1. West Jordan, UT
2. Rexburg, ID
3. South Jordan, UT
4. Twin Falls, ID
5. hmmn. That's it so far.

5 jobs I have had

1. Floral Delivery person- currently. It's kinda fun!
2. Data Entry from home.
3. Payoff check processor.
4. Ticket office worker at Ricks College
5. Mommy.

5 things people don't know about me.

1. I always said I would never marry anyone I knew in middle/high school. (oops... )
2. My husband cooks dinner more often than I do. :S
3. I collect (or attempt to) the flattened pennies from cool places.
4. Most days I talk to my Mom several times.
5. I'd love to live in Southern California by the beach.

I tag anyone who is stumped about what to blog about today. :)

Snow is falling all around, on the rooftops, on the ground...

We are finally having a real winter in Utah. We have had so much snow the past week or so! We haven't been able to be out and playing in it as much as we'd like, but it sure is beautiful.

This is how bad my baby's excema has been. Luckily the new medications he has been on have helped a lot. And of course the apparently magic Aveeno lotion.
My little boy looks so old here! We went iceskating for family night- it was so fun, however Josh and I forgot how hard it can be on our backs slouching over to hold little hands helping them around the rink. Josh's Mom gave us a gift certificate she had won at her church for an annual membership to the olympic oval. We are excited to get to go as often as we'd like! Thanks Mom!

In other news Josh is officially on a job hunt! As not exciting as that sounds, we are anxious to find some better income. He has really loved working at the hospital, but the income has been unrealistic. As super-hero-ish as he is, it just doesn't work for our family for him to work 60 hours a week. He is an amazingly hard worker and I know he'll find something that fits our family better. We are still on the waiting list for the nursing program, and planning on heading that route, but we're going to play things by ear a little bit. Wish us luck though. Financial stress is never fun.

A couple of my dear Mommy blogging friends have recently done posts about thier short-comings as Mommys, and how insufficient they have felt. Both entries brought tears to my eyes because I felt like someone actually feels the same way I do! I was greatful for the confirmation to know that I am not just just crazy. Anyway, just wanted to thank them for thier posts. (I think you both know who I'm referring to. ) Hopefully through our friendships we can support each other and build each other up.